Soooooooooo, I am getting ready for bed and I think to myself, wow I am 39 years old and I just gave birth three days ago to an amazing little miracle baby girl. Total count being my ninth child, five boys and four girls. I am very proud and gratefully blessed for it all, yes and a tad bit insane. Ahhhhhhhhhhh I just had my ninth child, my fourth girl. What was I thinking, oh thats right I wasn't thinking. In all seriousness though an amazing accomplishment none the less. I look around my neighborhood and I am quite sure we are the lone rangers in this department. I have my two oldest now out of the house and 7 left here with me. I also am dreading going back to work in six weeks, yuk. Why cant we all be wealthy and self sufficient? Awwww questions. I have an answer for it all but is it the right answer........to be continued.
#so confused #very anxious #need money #need time away from horrible retail jobs