Single Mom Searching
I am a single mom searching.
Searching for purpose and fufillment in life.
Trying to raise healthy boys without much in the way of positive male role models being involved.
Trying to battle against my own mental illness (major depression, PTSD, anxiety, borderline personality disorder) while helping my oldest son fight his battle against his (depression, anxiety, ADHD) too.
Trying to be a full time mom/dad while also working full time, doing my best to make ends meet.
Trying to find connection. Or at least try to figure out the reason that I lack connection. It is a fine line I walk between believing there is something seriously wrong with me and something wrong with others. I know that I am not going to connect with everyone and not everyone is going to connect with me but I really lack significant long term relationships, I think for many different reasons. More on this later.
I hope to find some connection here. Or to hopefully help at least one person feel more normal and less alone. I also just hope to get all that I have built up inside of me out.
Thanks for reading :)