A 37 year troubled marriage is hard to leave

I have been with my husband for 37 years and married for 36 of that.  We have three grown kids and 3 grandchildren.  I fell in love with my husband 37 years ago and have never stopped loving him or being sexually attracted to him, but things have changed.  Trying to figure out if these changes mean I should divorce him or just tough it out until one of us dies is a hard decision at age 60....more
Jeana  No expectations just needing to not stay in a pattern that has not worked on a lot of ...more

Why am I doing this anyway

Everything I have read about promoting your you tube channel says the most important things are to upload videos on a regular schedule and comment on other people's videos. I upload videos regularly, two times a week, on Wednesdays and Saturdays, but the commenting I am not as good at.  But, getting subscribers and views had been slow, slow, slow to almost non-existant. I was going to give it my ALL.  I started watching lots of videos and commenting.  Then I realized, I was not having fun.  I felt like I was trying to be in a world where I really didn't fit....more

Visible Monday, Maybe

I totally get the idea of feeling like you're invisible as a post 50, or even 45, year old woman.  I did a video on it. You can see it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egpkio48dxI     I know a lot of women feel this and it can't help but impact us.  As if we need anything more to make us more insecure, have low self-esteem, etc., etc.  Social media may hold answers for thoe of us suffering from invisibility syndrome....more

Communicate in 2014

50 Subscribers- Feels like a BIG step....more

Vlogging at 59 and Some Things It Has Shown Me

I have been working on my YouTube channel since October.  When I started it, I had no idea it would change my life as it has.  I don't think the changes are visible to anyone, but they're internal and important changes.  Starting the channel has also taught me things about myself....more

Starting a YouTube channel at 59

Watching Jenna Marbles videos[1] was a life changing event for me.  Jenna is a woman in her late 20s whose humorous YouTube videos appeal mainly to teens and young women.  I love the videos for their ability to accurately capture feelings we all experience at some time in our lives....more