I'm back in full on hermit mode. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. Awesome.
The kids have been playing outside today. "Mom, come watch me swing!" James wanted some attention today. I opened the sliding glass door and poked my head out to watch him. It was a little chilly out there and I just didn't want to go out. I didn't want to see any neighbors and I just didn't want to go out there. "Good job, Bubba! You do a good job swinging. I'm going to close the door now."
I had a showdown with a razor blade today. I found it in the cupboard. I took it in the shower with me. But then the shower started to run out of hot water. So I washed my hair and everything and got out of the shower. Hung out with the blade for a while. Surfed social media... seeing if there was anyone to distract me. Not today. Held the blade for a while. Then decided to get dressed. I threw the razor blade in the trash can. Me:1, Blade:0.
I might try to take a walk tomorrow.