The Makeup Bag, or I'm the Worst Gender-Neutral Parent Ever, Part II

The Makeup Bag, or I'm the Worst Gender-Neutral Parent Ever, Part II

You might remember my writing a little piece called The Purse almost a year ago, discussing my feelings around my son wandering the living room with a purple beflowered handbag, filled to the brim with Matchbox cars.

Well, today, I'm here with the sequel.

At the beginning of this week, I had become so stir crazy (maybe just plain crazy, who knows) that I decided to pick up Grammy and Papa and take the kids to the mall for the afternoon. I had been growing increasingly disgruntled with my own larger-than-life purse, never able to find the items for which I was looking, perpetually fishing for Tylenol that loosed from its bottle, and, despite having a cross-body strap, never truly having my hands free.

I had set out to find one of those cute cross-body bags that doesn't whack your thigh when you walk, and isn't quite big enough to fit Iron Man inside. Because I deserve that much.

We rolled around Macy's for a bit, until I arrived at the satchel department. Immediately, little double-strollered arms began flailing from all sides.

"I want a bag! A bag! A bag, Mommy! I want a bag, too! I get a bag? I get a bag, too, Mommy?" started Maggie.

The fuse had already been lit.

"I want a bag, too, Mommy!" cried Michael.

I rolled slowly, soundtracked by the asynchronous chorus of my twins.

"Fine," I said, finally giving in. But, when I leaned down into the stroller, Maggie had already chosen her bag. It was a gargantuan change purse with flowers or some other Tuscan-looking organic material on it. Patricia Nash, I think. I had no real intention of buying it, unless I had to (moms, you know what I'm talking about), and let her keep it as long as she didn't let it drag on the ground.

Michael had reached out to his left and found a navy bag that was, quite honestly, bigger than his entire upper half.

"No, that one's too big, Michael. Let's get you another one," I said, my eyes darting around.

And here's where you'll think I came out the hero, gave my son a real, genuine leather purse with a key fob, to have and to hold, and instantaneously became Mother of the Year.

But I flaked. Again.

Suddenly, I remembered there was a reusable shopping bag in the bottom of the stroller. It was blue. It was lightweight. It was perfectBut would the kid buy it?

"I have an extra special big-boy bag for you, Michael," I said as I reached down into the stroller. "It's super awesome!"

And there it was. A blue Navigant Credit Union reusable bag that had sat, untouched, since the prior autumn's Art Festival.

"Here you go!" I sang, holding my breath inside, clearly selling him a bill of goods.

"Oh, wow! Thanks, Mommy! A big boy bag! Can I keep it?" Sure, kid. Sure you can.

"Yes, Michael."

"Thanks, Mommy!" he said again, sliding the handles over his shoulder. "Extra special bag!"

So, failed again. In my defense, though, it was big and it had handles. And, in anticipation of a battle at the register, I'd only have to wrestle one child for her wares instead of two. A mom of twins has gotta do what a mom of twins has gotta do.

Did we learn a lesson about gender identity? Did we learn a lesson about equality? Did we learn any lesson at all?

We did not. But the kid was happy. I was wrong, yet again, but the kid was happy.

We made it through that store alive, and into another, ultimately leading us to the pretzel extravaganza that often brought us to the mall in the first place.

Were that not enough, I decided to take my daughter around, separately and alone, to find a few 'girl things'.

We went into Gymboree, which I generally find overpriced. We found one outfit (and a sailor-striped headband that made it out of the store by the skin of its teeth) and left, with the promise of 'finding pretty jewelry at the kids' jewelry store'.

That's when we went to Claire's for the first time.

I don't remember Claire's much from my own youth. I couldn't wear costume jewelry (see: atopic dermatitis and other skin disorders), so I generally didn't go in, save for a brief headband phase during college. I did remember that they pierced kids' ears in the front window, you know, to petrify all the other kids. I thought Claire's would be fun.

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