How could It, How could I, How could He
Summer, 1997, Hot, Afternoon, a teenager,
I wore a KNEE HIGHT pants, top and tekkies,
He said, Rene “let me take you for a drive”
Innocence were taken away in 3minutes,
He plugged the feathers from my youth in 3minutes,
Transition from child to woman in 3 minutes. 3minutes of fighting and screaming.
Years have passed and Revenge plots on wrong men, I just wanted my Innocence back, They thought I was going crazy, I couldn’t make sense myself, My reality was different from theirs, death was my only option.
Its a shame, its a shame, its a shame
Winter, 2005, Cold, Dark, an Adolescent, Late
The strange became Normal, Jean, Top, Perfume, I trust again
He said, Rene “let me take you home”
No-No No-No No-No, (Morning song, Lumineers)
Another Date Rape
Years have passed, Kisses the same Bitter taste, Fear that it might happen again, Its better to feel pain or peace than Nothing at all, My head begin to shake, How could it, How could I, How could He.
Im an Adult Now,
Ho-ho, Ha-ha, He-he!! Thank God!! I thought I was the only messed up one, with my mini-skirt in the Zoo Park, How many of us battles with How could it, How could I, How could He. So not you Mr. Deitunga. or any official will determine the length of my skirt, I choose to get into that car, but I didn’t choose for my panty to be ripped off.
HO-HO, HA-HA, HE-HE!! My life is not in my hands, I cant say it wont happen again, I will wear my mini, I will trust, but if it happens again, Ill know death isn’t the only answer, forgive instantly and call 911 immediately.
HO, HO, HA, HA, HE, HE!!!